Strange evening tonight. I blame the moon.
I will tell you later...
I am in the midst of a romance film and quite frankly a little tired from playing mediator...
I am great with misunderstood and eclectic teens and so they acclimate to me but having to deal with their parents is down right exhausting.
The best thing anyone can do in a situation is step back
Re situate
Let emotions lie....
Its a full moon and it does funny things!!
The Blonde smiles at knowing the morning will bring new light!!!
3.29.2012
Dating For Dummies
I have a date tomorrow and I got it the old fashion way. I plopped my ass down on a bar stool ordered a drink and waited for a hit.
Within 3 minutes, I had a gentleman walk up to me and ask me to join him and his friends. I declined on the sit in with strangers. Its always awkward and I somehow got a swinger vibe from the couple he was hanging with.
I said I would give him my number and so he pulled out his antique iPhone...and I thought uh...really? Dude? Get a new phone...
But as I thought that, I decided I was being unfair. I don't like men to judge me for my crappy jaguar and trust me they have in the past, so as not to be a hypocrite..I signed up for a meet up on Friday.
I am fairly certain he will not pan out but its company and something to do...and as I have said earlier in my posts...before I crack I need to get amongst peeps again.
I do have to say the one thing that kind of irritated me was he thought I was 29. And for a 50 plus gent to hit on someone he thought was 29...
I don;t know but it irritates.
I told him I am way over that mark and you could see the instant his face changed...
He was disappointed..and I thought ...why?
Why would you be let down that an age appropriate chick who looks like she is 29 be a disappointment?
I guess I am taking on the date just to fuck with him.
As a matter of fact, that is exactly why I am going on this date.
A 50 plus man with a 10 year old iPhone has the balls to think he deserves a sexy 30 year old?
YEP!!!
I am going to have fun with this one...
Stay tuned!!
Next week, I will find a new bar and a new student.
The Blonde will be posting grades!!
Within 3 minutes, I had a gentleman walk up to me and ask me to join him and his friends. I declined on the sit in with strangers. Its always awkward and I somehow got a swinger vibe from the couple he was hanging with.
I said I would give him my number and so he pulled out his antique iPhone...and I thought uh...really? Dude? Get a new phone...
But as I thought that, I decided I was being unfair. I don't like men to judge me for my crappy jaguar and trust me they have in the past, so as not to be a hypocrite..I signed up for a meet up on Friday.
I am fairly certain he will not pan out but its company and something to do...and as I have said earlier in my posts...before I crack I need to get amongst peeps again.
I do have to say the one thing that kind of irritated me was he thought I was 29. And for a 50 plus gent to hit on someone he thought was 29...
I don;t know but it irritates.
I told him I am way over that mark and you could see the instant his face changed...
He was disappointed..and I thought ...why?
Why would you be let down that an age appropriate chick who looks like she is 29 be a disappointment?
I guess I am taking on the date just to fuck with him.
As a matter of fact, that is exactly why I am going on this date.
A 50 plus man with a 10 year old iPhone has the balls to think he deserves a sexy 30 year old?
YEP!!!
I am going to have fun with this one...
Stay tuned!!
Next week, I will find a new bar and a new student.
The Blonde will be posting grades!!
Google This
I run my blog through blogger but that is about to end now that Google has hijacked my account and forces me to sign in-not with my domain email- but a g-mail account.
It took me two hours to get my blog back!
Google apps is the worst!
I am getting really tired of the nerd wars the status quo is getting tangled up in.
Google can't stand they were knocked off the throne by Zuckerberg.
In a desperate attempt to catch up and find better ways of harvesting information, they have a created nightmare in privacy issues for Google kingdom.
I personally am dropping my g-mail accounts, moving over to Mozilla Firefox and knock the search engine back to Alta Vista.
I think I might start playing around with MySpace Again..
the people are the crazy eclectic types I like to jib with.
The Blonde says Yahoo!!
It took me two hours to get my blog back!
Google apps is the worst!
I am getting really tired of the nerd wars the status quo is getting tangled up in.
Google can't stand they were knocked off the throne by Zuckerberg.
In a desperate attempt to catch up and find better ways of harvesting information, they have a created nightmare in privacy issues for Google kingdom.
I personally am dropping my g-mail accounts, moving over to Mozilla Firefox and knock the search engine back to Alta Vista.
I think I might start playing around with MySpace Again..
the people are the crazy eclectic types I like to jib with.
The Blonde says Yahoo!!
Google You R a Giant Cunt
In your vain attempt to out best Mark Zuckerdouche, you actually made me like him.
What the F----!!!!!
You may not be selling information but you are damn sure harvesting it.
You have my cell number...so what...
I have had more stalkers than you can count on your tiny techno douchebag heads and it can be changed in a blink of an eye!!!
My blog is finding a new home because I don't sleep with pussies who take it up the ass to be in bed with you!!!
Your pathetic attempt to harvest and compete with FB cost me 2 hours of my life just to log in to my blog...
You, GOOGLE, just became the creepy dude Matt Damon played in the 'Talented Mr Ripley'
AND
You just made me like Mark Freaking Zuckerberg!!!
As for you Blogger....
I had high hopes plugging a 'Pop and Son' team but you are sleeping with the devil
It hurts that I ditched Myspace for this albatross....
If you can't tell...
THE BLONDE IS PISSED AS HELL!!!!!
What the F----!!!!!
You may not be selling information but you are damn sure harvesting it.
You have my cell number...so what...
I have had more stalkers than you can count on your tiny techno douchebag heads and it can be changed in a blink of an eye!!!
My blog is finding a new home because I don't sleep with pussies who take it up the ass to be in bed with you!!!
Your pathetic attempt to harvest and compete with FB cost me 2 hours of my life just to log in to my blog...
You, GOOGLE, just became the creepy dude Matt Damon played in the 'Talented Mr Ripley'
AND
You just made me like Mark Freaking Zuckerberg!!!
As for you Blogger....
I had high hopes plugging a 'Pop and Son' team but you are sleeping with the devil
It hurts that I ditched Myspace for this albatross....
If you can't tell...
THE BLONDE IS PISSED AS HELL!!!!!
3.28.2012
Falling Apart?
For all you jerks who say women fall apart after 40....
The Blonde says Kiss My Ass!!!
Art of War
Did you know one of the rules in the book "Art of War' by Sun Tzu says "do Nothing, if you do not know what to do."
Simple as it seems, it is not.
To lie low until the right moment, the right attack, the right opportunity comes...
Most of us can not do that.
We panic.
We think if we sit and do nothing than nothing will be accomplished.
We busy our selves with things to make us feel that we are progressing but in essence, all we are really doing, is hindering our progress.
Hiding behind the facade of doing...
What do we do?
What is the purpose?
What is the goal?
For many years I have been doing nothing and yet I am progressing.
I hid out in the comfort of home, behind books and grades, and shunning myself from the world.
Outside the world was telling me I must do something
and so I tried to do
and I accomplished nothing
I wasted funds, time, and my worth on useless endeavors.
We have a path and along that path are battles we must face
There is no shame in stepping off the path and refraining from doing something just to do anything
Do nothing until you know what to do
Go after nothing until you know what it is you want
That is how you win a war with least resistance and no collateral damage
The Blonde is ready!
Simple as it seems, it is not.
To lie low until the right moment, the right attack, the right opportunity comes...
Most of us can not do that.
We panic.
We think if we sit and do nothing than nothing will be accomplished.
We busy our selves with things to make us feel that we are progressing but in essence, all we are really doing, is hindering our progress.
Hiding behind the facade of doing...
What do we do?
What is the purpose?
What is the goal?
For many years I have been doing nothing and yet I am progressing.
I hid out in the comfort of home, behind books and grades, and shunning myself from the world.
Outside the world was telling me I must do something
and so I tried to do
and I accomplished nothing
I wasted funds, time, and my worth on useless endeavors.
We have a path and along that path are battles we must face
There is no shame in stepping off the path and refraining from doing something just to do anything
Do nothing until you know what to do
Go after nothing until you know what it is you want
That is how you win a war with least resistance and no collateral damage
The Blonde is ready!
Truman Capote
wrote from his head and did not bother with typos or corrections.
He, unlike me, had an editor to clean up his words.
Emily Dickensen was never published during her life time. As a matter of fact, many told her she was a terrible poet.
It was not until her sister, upon Emily's death-took her writings to the very man who tore Emily's writing apart when she was alive-edited her work and made it suitable for publishing.
If you read Emily's hand written untouched work...you will get a better sense of her world according to her.
I write from my sub-conscious and not always does it come out the way I plan but I leave it unedited. I am also unpublished and if they ever edit me...
I want you to know the real me.
This blog is me..all the good, bad, drunk, sober, happy, sad, everything...
The Blonde wants you to know the reality!!!
He, unlike me, had an editor to clean up his words.
Emily Dickensen was never published during her life time. As a matter of fact, many told her she was a terrible poet.
It was not until her sister, upon Emily's death-took her writings to the very man who tore Emily's writing apart when she was alive-edited her work and made it suitable for publishing.
If you read Emily's hand written untouched work...you will get a better sense of her world according to her.
I write from my sub-conscious and not always does it come out the way I plan but I leave it unedited. I am also unpublished and if they ever edit me...
I want you to know the real me.
This blog is me..all the good, bad, drunk, sober, happy, sad, everything...
The Blonde wants you to know the reality!!!
3.27.2012
Lessons We Learn
I dated a guy a few years back from Dallas. I thought he was the one but it did not turn out that way..
No bigger shocker there!
But the lesson I learned was not about men. It had nothing to do with learning about my love life.
It was another kind of education he gave me.
He had a plane and not a fancy jet plane that would have made me miss the lesson I was to learn about my destiny. It was a little plane that flew not far in the clouds but just below where you could see the land.
Now, lessons are sometimes not discovered at the moment they are given. Sometimes the lesson takes a few years to be discovered.
But if your self aware and you look at every bad and good in your life and apply it to the future...there is meaning behind all those you have met, dated, loved, lost, or broke.
The plane ride we took was to New Mexico from way of Big D. We flew over the great land of Texas into New Mexico. And on that 6 hour flight I saw not a pretty place.
I saw the cattle farms where we get our beef. Hundreds of cows in a desolate and dirt world. I thought cattle farms are to have 1 acre per cow but for the large cattle corporations, those rules do not apply.
They sat there waiting for slaughter in a cruel and hideous world.
We as a society have become immune to whom and what we share this world with.
You pick up your beef in a grocery store without thought to how that animal was treated.
Did you know back in the mining days they would take a horse down in the tunnels and learned they would not go back down the next day. SO they took these horses down into the tunnels and left them there for 20 years working without ever seeing sunlight. They were finally let go into the fields when they went blind.
Imagine being someone sent down into a mine for 20 years and your only crime was that you could pull the weight of a mining cart.
I not only want this job at Whole Foods, I need it. I need to believe in a company that believes in a better world.
I need to be around people who see the same atrocities that I do and want to feel they are a part of change.
Wish me luck. I have an interview next week with Whole Foods and I need this.
The Blonde needs a place to apply her education!
No bigger shocker there!
But the lesson I learned was not about men. It had nothing to do with learning about my love life.
It was another kind of education he gave me.
He had a plane and not a fancy jet plane that would have made me miss the lesson I was to learn about my destiny. It was a little plane that flew not far in the clouds but just below where you could see the land.
Now, lessons are sometimes not discovered at the moment they are given. Sometimes the lesson takes a few years to be discovered.
But if your self aware and you look at every bad and good in your life and apply it to the future...there is meaning behind all those you have met, dated, loved, lost, or broke.
The plane ride we took was to New Mexico from way of Big D. We flew over the great land of Texas into New Mexico. And on that 6 hour flight I saw not a pretty place.
I saw the cattle farms where we get our beef. Hundreds of cows in a desolate and dirt world. I thought cattle farms are to have 1 acre per cow but for the large cattle corporations, those rules do not apply.
They sat there waiting for slaughter in a cruel and hideous world.
We as a society have become immune to whom and what we share this world with.
You pick up your beef in a grocery store without thought to how that animal was treated.
Did you know back in the mining days they would take a horse down in the tunnels and learned they would not go back down the next day. SO they took these horses down into the tunnels and left them there for 20 years working without ever seeing sunlight. They were finally let go into the fields when they went blind.
Imagine being someone sent down into a mine for 20 years and your only crime was that you could pull the weight of a mining cart.
I not only want this job at Whole Foods, I need it. I need to believe in a company that believes in a better world.
I need to be around people who see the same atrocities that I do and want to feel they are a part of change.
Wish me luck. I have an interview next week with Whole Foods and I need this.
The Blonde needs a place to apply her education!
3.24.2012
Eels
Open your music mind man...
There is so much more than the limits on Pandora and Sirius...
The Blonde is here to help you!!!
Don't String Me Along
I am seasoned and inducted into the Hall of Fame of Best Date Ever!
Are you an idiot?
I know every dating nuance there is known to man.
When a man hits heavy and hard with living together before meeting me..I know that fizzles out quicker than the bubbles on a warm soda popped open and then refrigerated.
You left me with a fare to no where because the fantasy picture you painted in your head was tainted by reality?
I have been calling you without reciprocation on your part all of the sudden...
And as if you think I have a learning disability, you bragged about dates you had for the weekend?
Now correct me if I am wrong...but I think its not very gentlemanly to have a girl fork over money for a ticket and you continue to date on weekends.
At least hold off on the cattle drive until the chick comes...
to your city and than if it is a no go...
By all means
go for the gusto
Tanto!!
I have not met you...why would I care?
The minute you spilled the beans on issues with your Mother...I knew...
find another plan girlfriend
and I have!!!
The Blonde hasn't been a newbie since she was 17!!!
Are you an idiot?
I know every dating nuance there is known to man.
When a man hits heavy and hard with living together before meeting me..I know that fizzles out quicker than the bubbles on a warm soda popped open and then refrigerated.
You left me with a fare to no where because the fantasy picture you painted in your head was tainted by reality?
I have been calling you without reciprocation on your part all of the sudden...
And as if you think I have a learning disability, you bragged about dates you had for the weekend?
Now correct me if I am wrong...but I think its not very gentlemanly to have a girl fork over money for a ticket and you continue to date on weekends.
At least hold off on the cattle drive until the chick comes...
to your city and than if it is a no go...
By all means
go for the gusto
Tanto!!
I have not met you...why would I care?
The minute you spilled the beans on issues with your Mother...I knew...
find another plan girlfriend
and I have!!!
The Blonde hasn't been a newbie since she was 17!!!
3.23.2012
Sorry About the Dittos
I have no idea why I have multiple dittos of blogs...its been corrected but
The Blonde should log out after posting!
The Blonde should log out after posting!
I'm Losing It
No seriously, I have got to get out and mix among life again.
I have a trip in the beginning of April to the east coast and hopefully things will work and I can stay awhile. I need Manhattan right now. I need it loud and busy and full of things to do.
Austin has become a 6 mile radius of life for me. I rarely go out and if I do, it just to the store.
I barely no my friends any more.
Basically I have been pouting because my life has not gone right for awhile. After being laid off my job in December right before x-mas was harsh and the reality moving out of my parent's abode delayed has sunk me to submarine life.
I realize moving is only going to happen if someone offers a room-mate situation. Going to school and the jobs available while I go to school can't afford the rent that is being charged these days...in any town.
I am hovering and lingering over the mistakes I made about my past and realize you can;t change any of it. The problem is, those mistakes have effected my present for a long time and may have altered a great future..
IF I let it...
but I won;t. I am going to get up one more time and try all over again.
A change of scenery and getting away from all the reminders-even if its temporary-is very much needed.
The Blonde needs to gather up!!
I have a trip in the beginning of April to the east coast and hopefully things will work and I can stay awhile. I need Manhattan right now. I need it loud and busy and full of things to do.
Austin has become a 6 mile radius of life for me. I rarely go out and if I do, it just to the store.
I barely no my friends any more.
Basically I have been pouting because my life has not gone right for awhile. After being laid off my job in December right before x-mas was harsh and the reality moving out of my parent's abode delayed has sunk me to submarine life.
I realize moving is only going to happen if someone offers a room-mate situation. Going to school and the jobs available while I go to school can't afford the rent that is being charged these days...in any town.
I am hovering and lingering over the mistakes I made about my past and realize you can;t change any of it. The problem is, those mistakes have effected my present for a long time and may have altered a great future..
IF I let it...
but I won;t. I am going to get up one more time and try all over again.
A change of scenery and getting away from all the reminders-even if its temporary-is very much needed.
The Blonde needs to gather up!!
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