I did not know that I could kill myself, so I prayed to God every night to take me in my sleep.
I cried every night.
Myself to sleep and hope to die.
and wish I did die and not wake at the tender age of nine
I would not be here today if the internet was at my fingertips and all I had to do was Google how to die.
I would have taken my Mothers pillss and slumber forever on the first try.