I have outlived all my family...the last one died a few weeks ago.
I won't say who.
I won't say why.
I won't say anything other than goodbye.
My heart would be broken beyond repair
but since it has no beat
only memory serves to conjure despair
It is the same feeling an amputee feels. The pain of an appendage long gone but pain resides some where in the brain.
I have been alone for many years but always had the hope of reuniting; now that is gone.
Alone is really all alone.
Hope is for no reason.
I am at a complete loss and have no hunger any more; not even for fat police officers...and they were always my comfort food.
Mourning for a bit but will be back as always...I have a life that will not expire so you can be quite comforted in the fact that this blog will last longer than you.
