wrote from his head and did not bother with typos or corrections.
He, unlike me, had an editor to clean up his words.
Emily Dickensen was never published during her life time. As a matter of fact, many told her she was a terrible poet.
It was not until her sister, upon Emily's death-took her writings to the very man who tore Emily's writing apart when she was alive-edited her work and made it suitable for publishing.
If you read Emily's hand written untouched work...you will get a better sense of her world according to her.
I write from my sub-conscious and not always does it come out the way I plan but I leave it unedited. I am also unpublished and if they ever edit me...
I want you to know the real me.
This blog is me..all the good, bad, drunk, sober, happy, sad, everything...
The Blonde wants you to know the reality!!!
3.28.2012
3.27.2012
Lessons We Learn
I dated a guy a few years back from Dallas. I thought he was the one but it did not turn out that way..
No bigger shocker there!
But the lesson I learned was not about men. It had nothing to do with learning about my love life.
It was another kind of education he gave me.
He had a plane and not a fancy jet plane that would have made me miss the lesson I was to learn about my destiny. It was a little plane that flew not far in the clouds but just below where you could see the land.
Now, lessons are sometimes not discovered at the moment they are given. Sometimes the lesson takes a few years to be discovered.
But if your self aware and you look at every bad and good in your life and apply it to the future...there is meaning behind all those you have met, dated, loved, lost, or broke.
The plane ride we took was to New Mexico from way of Big D. We flew over the great land of Texas into New Mexico. And on that 6 hour flight I saw not a pretty place.
I saw the cattle farms where we get our beef. Hundreds of cows in a desolate and dirt world. I thought cattle farms are to have 1 acre per cow but for the large cattle corporations, those rules do not apply.
They sat there waiting for slaughter in a cruel and hideous world.
We as a society have become immune to whom and what we share this world with.
You pick up your beef in a grocery store without thought to how that animal was treated.
Did you know back in the mining days they would take a horse down in the tunnels and learned they would not go back down the next day. SO they took these horses down into the tunnels and left them there for 20 years working without ever seeing sunlight. They were finally let go into the fields when they went blind.
Imagine being someone sent down into a mine for 20 years and your only crime was that you could pull the weight of a mining cart.
I not only want this job at Whole Foods, I need it. I need to believe in a company that believes in a better world.
I need to be around people who see the same atrocities that I do and want to feel they are a part of change.
Wish me luck. I have an interview next week with Whole Foods and I need this.
The Blonde needs a place to apply her education!
No bigger shocker there!
But the lesson I learned was not about men. It had nothing to do with learning about my love life.
It was another kind of education he gave me.
He had a plane and not a fancy jet plane that would have made me miss the lesson I was to learn about my destiny. It was a little plane that flew not far in the clouds but just below where you could see the land.
Now, lessons are sometimes not discovered at the moment they are given. Sometimes the lesson takes a few years to be discovered.
But if your self aware and you look at every bad and good in your life and apply it to the future...there is meaning behind all those you have met, dated, loved, lost, or broke.
The plane ride we took was to New Mexico from way of Big D. We flew over the great land of Texas into New Mexico. And on that 6 hour flight I saw not a pretty place.
I saw the cattle farms where we get our beef. Hundreds of cows in a desolate and dirt world. I thought cattle farms are to have 1 acre per cow but for the large cattle corporations, those rules do not apply.
They sat there waiting for slaughter in a cruel and hideous world.
We as a society have become immune to whom and what we share this world with.
You pick up your beef in a grocery store without thought to how that animal was treated.
Did you know back in the mining days they would take a horse down in the tunnels and learned they would not go back down the next day. SO they took these horses down into the tunnels and left them there for 20 years working without ever seeing sunlight. They were finally let go into the fields when they went blind.
Imagine being someone sent down into a mine for 20 years and your only crime was that you could pull the weight of a mining cart.
I not only want this job at Whole Foods, I need it. I need to believe in a company that believes in a better world.
I need to be around people who see the same atrocities that I do and want to feel they are a part of change.
Wish me luck. I have an interview next week with Whole Foods and I need this.
The Blonde needs a place to apply her education!
3.24.2012
Eels
Open your music mind man...
There is so much more than the limits on Pandora and Sirius...
The Blonde is here to help you!!!
Don't String Me Along
I am seasoned and inducted into the Hall of Fame of Best Date Ever!
Are you an idiot?
I know every dating nuance there is known to man.
When a man hits heavy and hard with living together before meeting me..I know that fizzles out quicker than the bubbles on a warm soda popped open and then refrigerated.
You left me with a fare to no where because the fantasy picture you painted in your head was tainted by reality?
I have been calling you without reciprocation on your part all of the sudden...
And as if you think I have a learning disability, you bragged about dates you had for the weekend?
Now correct me if I am wrong...but I think its not very gentlemanly to have a girl fork over money for a ticket and you continue to date on weekends.
At least hold off on the cattle drive until the chick comes...
to your city and than if it is a no go...
By all means
go for the gusto
Tanto!!
I have not met you...why would I care?
The minute you spilled the beans on issues with your Mother...I knew...
find another plan girlfriend
and I have!!!
The Blonde hasn't been a newbie since she was 17!!!
Are you an idiot?
I know every dating nuance there is known to man.
When a man hits heavy and hard with living together before meeting me..I know that fizzles out quicker than the bubbles on a warm soda popped open and then refrigerated.
You left me with a fare to no where because the fantasy picture you painted in your head was tainted by reality?
I have been calling you without reciprocation on your part all of the sudden...
And as if you think I have a learning disability, you bragged about dates you had for the weekend?
Now correct me if I am wrong...but I think its not very gentlemanly to have a girl fork over money for a ticket and you continue to date on weekends.
At least hold off on the cattle drive until the chick comes...
to your city and than if it is a no go...
By all means
go for the gusto
Tanto!!
I have not met you...why would I care?
The minute you spilled the beans on issues with your Mother...I knew...
find another plan girlfriend
and I have!!!
The Blonde hasn't been a newbie since she was 17!!!
3.23.2012
Sorry About the Dittos
I have no idea why I have multiple dittos of blogs...its been corrected but
The Blonde should log out after posting!
The Blonde should log out after posting!
I'm Losing It
No seriously, I have got to get out and mix among life again.
I have a trip in the beginning of April to the east coast and hopefully things will work and I can stay awhile. I need Manhattan right now. I need it loud and busy and full of things to do.
Austin has become a 6 mile radius of life for me. I rarely go out and if I do, it just to the store.
I barely no my friends any more.
Basically I have been pouting because my life has not gone right for awhile. After being laid off my job in December right before x-mas was harsh and the reality moving out of my parent's abode delayed has sunk me to submarine life.
I realize moving is only going to happen if someone offers a room-mate situation. Going to school and the jobs available while I go to school can't afford the rent that is being charged these days...in any town.
I am hovering and lingering over the mistakes I made about my past and realize you can;t change any of it. The problem is, those mistakes have effected my present for a long time and may have altered a great future..
IF I let it...
but I won;t. I am going to get up one more time and try all over again.
A change of scenery and getting away from all the reminders-even if its temporary-is very much needed.
The Blonde needs to gather up!!
I have a trip in the beginning of April to the east coast and hopefully things will work and I can stay awhile. I need Manhattan right now. I need it loud and busy and full of things to do.
Austin has become a 6 mile radius of life for me. I rarely go out and if I do, it just to the store.
I barely no my friends any more.
Basically I have been pouting because my life has not gone right for awhile. After being laid off my job in December right before x-mas was harsh and the reality moving out of my parent's abode delayed has sunk me to submarine life.
I realize moving is only going to happen if someone offers a room-mate situation. Going to school and the jobs available while I go to school can't afford the rent that is being charged these days...in any town.
I am hovering and lingering over the mistakes I made about my past and realize you can;t change any of it. The problem is, those mistakes have effected my present for a long time and may have altered a great future..
IF I let it...
but I won;t. I am going to get up one more time and try all over again.
A change of scenery and getting away from all the reminders-even if its temporary-is very much needed.
The Blonde needs to gather up!!
3.14.2012
I Didn't Forget I am not In Love Anymore
...so don't you ever send me a picture of you again.
How dare?
On what planet do you live on that its OK to burn me and my life to ashes and than think I would ever want you back?
Que?
Because I am still struggling with surviving after all you took...
I know you know that
And I know that is why you think I might want you back..
News Flash...
I don't
I do mind poverty but I am not alone...
I am not the only one struggling...
Money was never what I was about...
I like it, I want it, but I would never love a man for it...
You forgot why I loved you...
Or did you ever know why I loved you...
its confusing for you old gents...
SOOOOOOOOOOO
Remember me
and this....
I would rather walk on coals through a gallows of hell gleaming ear to ear knowing you will never
EVER
have the luxury of seeing me again!!
The Blonde will now bow and curtain close!!
How dare?
On what planet do you live on that its OK to burn me and my life to ashes and than think I would ever want you back?
Que?
Because I am still struggling with surviving after all you took...
I know you know that
And I know that is why you think I might want you back..
News Flash...
I don't
I do mind poverty but I am not alone...
I am not the only one struggling...
Money was never what I was about...
I like it, I want it, but I would never love a man for it...
You forgot why I loved you...
Or did you ever know why I loved you...
its confusing for you old gents...
SOOOOOOOOOOO
Remember me
and this....
I would rather walk on coals through a gallows of hell gleaming ear to ear knowing you will never
EVER
have the luxury of seeing me again!!
The Blonde will now bow and curtain close!!
Twitter Dee Twitter Dumb
Did you know there are apps to automatically delete followers who are not following you?
What kind of asshole would use this app?
I follow the ones I do because they are some of the most clever, most brilliant, incredible thought producing humans I have ever had the distinct pleasure of reading.
Why would I miss anything they say to follow a thousand people just to have a thousand follow me?
If all you care about is numbers, than you do not care about what people say...and you might as well be a candidate for the Republican race.
Twitter is about the voice of an individual and when its dilluted by these apps, you hurt the very soul of Twitters goal.
Follow those on twitter because they speak to you.
Not because they are a number...
Find your nitch on Twitter.
The Blonde's twitter list is raunchy, crazy, wonderful outcasts...
And they get in the club without ever having to wait in line with bullshit twats!
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What kind of asshole would use this app?
I follow the ones I do because they are some of the most clever, most brilliant, incredible thought producing humans I have ever had the distinct pleasure of reading.
Why would I miss anything they say to follow a thousand people just to have a thousand follow me?
If all you care about is numbers, than you do not care about what people say...and you might as well be a candidate for the Republican race.
Twitter is about the voice of an individual and when its dilluted by these apps, you hurt the very soul of Twitters goal.
Follow those on twitter because they speak to you.
Not because they are a number...
Find your nitch on Twitter.
The Blonde's twitter list is raunchy, crazy, wonderful outcasts...
And they get in the club without ever having to wait in line with bullshit twats!
A
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