Work was a bit of a disaster today. Since I work from a virtual office, I do not have the luxury of standing around the office cooler to bash my co-workers but even if I was using an office in the company...the notion of drumming up trumped up charges against someone to save my own inadequacies would never happen.
I don't have inadequacies!
I have only been with the company for a month and I understand there is a settling in time where things might go a bit hay wire.
I have learned that not to over achieve at my job.
I need to slack back and enjoy the paycheck without making too many ripples.
From now on, I am going to take that advice and chill.
As far as the rest of my life is going..its not going very far...just up the road
I fell short of funds for the unvisited I applied to and must wait for spring. Meanwhile though I am moving into a new place.
rent in Austin is super high compared to what I can get with a downtown Dallas view in D-town but at least I don;t have to move very far.
I didn't get the amount I was hoping in grants and scholarships..I was going to use the money for back up rent just in case something happens to the new job.
I was hoping to have my car painted...
I was hoping to do a lot of things but fate has something else in stored for me...
I really hope I can move further away from my fear of losing everything and reach my goal of finding the perfect home and finishing law school.
I am hoping, hoping, hoping....
Hope is all the Blonde has right now!
8.18.2011
8.17.2011
My Ex Un-Boyfriend
OK, listen up!!!
I supplied my blog's password to an ex lover..I never meant anything to him other than a good time to keep him in line with is proper rich girlfriend..
No, its not Augusto..who, BTW, I have done the same thing with him for 6+ years..
I think it would be great to understand their side..
My blog is one sided and I hate one sided bullshit...
Knock yourself out Raine...
Rules:
No real names
No real dates
Only write what you feel, not wht you think is true!
and don't f#$@ with my music videos!!
other than that..
The Blonde welcomes Raine to the dance!!!
I supplied my blog's password to an ex lover..I never meant anything to him other than a good time to keep him in line with is proper rich girlfriend..
No, its not Augusto..who, BTW, I have done the same thing with him for 6+ years..
I think it would be great to understand their side..
My blog is one sided and I hate one sided bullshit...
Knock yourself out Raine...
Rules:
No real names
No real dates
Only write what you feel, not wht you think is true!
and don't f#$@ with my music videos!!
other than that..
The Blonde welcomes Raine to the dance!!!
8.12.2011
Baby Boo
All manned up now...How could I not be proud of you?
Hey, Burt-all-not-of you...Remember when you said you didn't think my son had the guts...well, obviously you were projecting!!
Boo Ya...douche!!!
My kid ROCKS!!!
Get home Baby Boy!!
Hey, Burt-all-not-of you...Remember when you said you didn't think my son had the guts...well, obviously you were projecting!!
Boo Ya...douche!!!
My kid ROCKS!!!
Get home Baby Boy!!
Big Fat No On Baylor
Merit scholarships only go up to $5000 for transfer students, even with a 3.5 or higher. So that means I would have to pay easy installments of $1000 a month in order to make up the difference from my scholarship and loans.
That $1000 does not cover books or housing or food. If I am going to fork over an extra grand of bill a month, I rather not be in the middle of Waco, where the youth leave and the mentally ill go to die in the surrounding facilities.
Waco was a depressing thought of a town, I really thought they would want to entice me with a little extra just for living in the barrios of Texas.
So, its a waiting game with SMU and working on fall back plan which will probably incude another semester at community college while I wait to here from schools that are less expensive and offer Spring registration.
Little hitches in my education groove is fine...its not stopping me...I will get that law degree...
Someday soon
The Blonde is just lean on school funding!
That $1000 does not cover books or housing or food. If I am going to fork over an extra grand of bill a month, I rather not be in the middle of Waco, where the youth leave and the mentally ill go to die in the surrounding facilities.
Waco was a depressing thought of a town, I really thought they would want to entice me with a little extra just for living in the barrios of Texas.
So, its a waiting game with SMU and working on fall back plan which will probably incude another semester at community college while I wait to here from schools that are less expensive and offer Spring registration.
Little hitches in my education groove is fine...its not stopping me...I will get that law degree...
Someday soon
The Blonde is just lean on school funding!
8.10.2011
I have A Screenplay
It starts with finding a non-descriptive watch..its digital with magnifying lens. Non-descriptive back suggesting a cheap watch but...
The weight...
the weight of time
on this piece is undeniable...
and if I were to put it on my wrist
and click the clasp...
tick, tock
My son is off to Afghanistan,,,
tick, tock....
I signed the back of my license to be a donor...
tick, tock...
tick, tock....
Why did this wrist watch end up in a place that no wrist watch should be...
and why do I feel comforted by the weight of its band?
tick, tock....
The Blonde used to find time obsolete!!!
The weight...
the weight of time
on this piece is undeniable...
and if I were to put it on my wrist
and click the clasp...
tick, tock
My son is off to Afghanistan,,,
tick, tock....
I signed the back of my license to be a donor...
tick, tock...
tick, tock....
Why did this wrist watch end up in a place that no wrist watch should be...
and why do I feel comforted by the weight of its band?
tick, tock....
The Blonde used to find time obsolete!!!
Teet Tot, teet Tot
I am on a teeter totter with Baylor at one end and SMU at the other.
Baylor came in a little too low on their transfer scholarship and apparently, I am not eligible for the merit scholarships-not because of grades- but because I didn't just jet out of high school.
SMU, I had a little issue with my name not matching social security so i had to fix my driver's license to match my SSC...so i am back to my maiden name
Sort of...
My name was spelled wrong on the birth certificate and that is now what I am going by. Still doesn't match my social security name but its only off by one letter..
Its nice to have a new name, new hair do, and eventually a new flat.
Whether that is going to be in Dallas or Waco, its up in the air until I receive my award package from SMU.
I prefer Dallas, only because an all university town is not going to be able to offer much to me in the form of a life outside school and work.
Waco is charging premium prices for their living quarters because they can get away with screwing the students. The only nice places to live have such an exorbitant amount of rent, you could live in a high rise in downtown Dallas -with a view- for the same price..its super ridiculous.
The rest of the area around Waco is just a manifestation of hideousness...When Section 8 is OK on the rental menu..that is going a little too ghetto for me.
Pray with the Blonde and Rick Perry for a better future in Dallas!
Baylor came in a little too low on their transfer scholarship and apparently, I am not eligible for the merit scholarships-not because of grades- but because I didn't just jet out of high school.
SMU, I had a little issue with my name not matching social security so i had to fix my driver's license to match my SSC...so i am back to my maiden name
Sort of...
My name was spelled wrong on the birth certificate and that is now what I am going by. Still doesn't match my social security name but its only off by one letter..
Its nice to have a new name, new hair do, and eventually a new flat.
Whether that is going to be in Dallas or Waco, its up in the air until I receive my award package from SMU.
I prefer Dallas, only because an all university town is not going to be able to offer much to me in the form of a life outside school and work.
Waco is charging premium prices for their living quarters because they can get away with screwing the students. The only nice places to live have such an exorbitant amount of rent, you could live in a high rise in downtown Dallas -with a view- for the same price..its super ridiculous.
The rest of the area around Waco is just a manifestation of hideousness...When Section 8 is OK on the rental menu..that is going a little too ghetto for me.
Pray with the Blonde and Rick Perry for a better future in Dallas!
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