Where are all the objectors now?

 A conscientious objector is an "individual who has claimed the right to refuse to perform military service" on the grounds of freedom of thought, conscience, or religion. In some countries, conscientious objectors are assigned to an alternative civilian service as a substitute for conscription or military service.

Now it is against the social media monopoly. 

You do not need them.  They make you think you do, but you do not.

I have no Facebook, Insta, Twitter, and I still survive.

You will too. 

You really only need your family and close friends.

Being popular? Thinking you have a connection to a celeb because you post to their social media? 

Are you that lonely?

That you create a fake bond with a celeb that has no idea who you are, and pays someone $27 to $32k a year to pretend to be them to make you feel like someone is listening?

Shut it down.

Learn to survive on your own.

I can tell you, when it comes to the end of the earth, if you scream like a bitch and are not strong, I will leave you to the wolves!

Fuck her, I hated her!

You were the only reason I kept the painting. 

I tore her to shreds.

You are now the only part of the painting left.

The only part I wanted to remain.

How do I transition into something else?

 What can I do to take me into a better place?

Do I keep revisiting the past? That has not worked.

Do I ignore it and see beyond?

That has not worked.

What do I do to change? 

Free will seems to be a joke and destiny the only true path...why else would people be able to see or predict the future?

I guess my real question is, how do I break the future?!

How do I bend it to make my world better, and for every one else asking the same question.

Because Bezos and Musk are not the answer. They really are scaring me into seeing a very sad future for us.

The Blonde is as broken as the world watching these mega billionaires leave us behind.

Mother of Crest, OUCH!!!

Fucking Crest Charcoal 3D brilliant white toothpaste. My teeth are killing me, assholes!

My exercise regime is not a regime at all

but it works for me! 

Muscle memory is what your body needs, never let it go Alzheimer on your muscles! 

Seriously, do what you can to move in a meaningful way. This is a reminder to self. 

Cinq times a day, I get on my rowing machine for deux and a half minuits, have a glass of wine and a quarter of my vape, rest for quatre heures binge watch Squid Games or other Netflix shit, repeat this process. 

Because what does the Blonde have, if not her health.

The Grey Man

or the boogie man....

I wanted to paint over him, but it was easier to spill blood on her body and leave his face.

Blood shed!

I spilled red paint and dripped it over her on purpose. I think it killed the grey man I kept seeing in the painting. Spirits are strong tonight. And watching this spooky vampire series is not helping. Have you seen NOS4A2?

I hated her head, so I ripped it off!