Because when I look back...because we never were.
I am not that person from back then. I have struggled and worked hard to move on and build a new life. It has taken me years longer than I thought, but I am finally doing it.
I do not want to go back in time. You have not moved on in your life in any way and I do not want to revisit that world.
You wear your poverty like a badge of honor. I think it is Patty's fault for her music making it seem so honorable. But in reality, it is just a stagnant life that does not show much purpose other than to show how sad life can be.
I truly am sorry for interrupting your life, but I am not going down in this life without fighting. And your complacency with being where you are is sad to me.
I really was hoping that I would find you happy and that you built a beautiful world for yourself with that house.
I truly hope and wish you find a way to be happy, but it can not be with me in your world.
Do not try to contact me, I am already gone. And I will not apologize for that.