They say your are not crazy if you say you are. Am I?
I am crazy and saying it does not make me any less crazy.
Of course being dead makes it easier to say.
I guess the right statement is that I was crazy but now I am just undead.
I had a right to be crazy when I was alive. bad things happened to me from early on that just seemed to punish me my entire living life.
Now I can talk about it because nothing phases me anymore.
SO let me share why being undead is better than living.
I was young and made a stupid bet with some teens. They bet me that they could ride over me on their bikes and I would flinch. I was arrogant and said no I won't.
They said if I flinch, I had to get in the car with them. It was two teenage boys and one teenage girl.
Well, I did flinch and so I paid up on the bet. I was 7 and did not really know what the cost was until I got in the car.
To this day I do not remember past the teenage girl holding me down in the back...I draw a complete blank,,,but I do not think it was.....
Well, whatever it was, it was the catalyst to my demise and one I never did recover from.....
Being dead and being able to kill people without remorse must have something to do with that day.
I wasn't the only little girl who got stuck in a car but I was the only little girl who got to leave breathing.