Revenge has been my etho since I had to leave my home. I know now it blinds me from my course.
I am not an evil person but I will kill without blinking.
I will not apologize for killing.
Everyone I killed has deserved it.
Hamlet said to Ophelia, " God gives you one face, and you make yourself another."
I fight between who I was and who I am.
I was alive when I had my family even though I was dead.
I was alive!
They made me alive!
But now I am robbed of them and someone has to pay for that minus.
My identity is that of the unDead.
That is all I am now.
And I want the man who did this to me.
I found him and I have lured him to my home this weekend.
How will it end?
What will I do?
Does the unDeaD have a soul? I do not think so but memories of my life still cloud my mind and I think perhaps somewhere in the great depth of all this death and silence...I hear music and moments of a past life.
Do I have a soul or do I not have a soul...
That is the question.
Let BlinDeaD rest her soul or at least give her peace with it!