And the 4th of July is over.
I did not want to take away the celebration with my silly thoughts.
But, my blog is my savior because I have no one I trust to talk to.
My blog and animals are the only things I believe in these days; exception being my son but I would never burden him with more than he needs to know.
He has his own life to live and I will never make him my crutch.
I really hate parents that lean on children. We should be their rock; not the other way around.
I am leaving soon.
And I want to get as much random shit in as I can.
I will have to leave behind my cats, my son, my things, my life.
I am going somewhere new and I am going alone.
And I am angry that everyone else gets to stay here.
I want to stay here but I know I have to go.
And its time.
My path is paved and I was silly to think I could change it.
I am going where I am supposed to go.
I was hoping to stay but no matter what I tried...
it was never going to be.
Life is 80% your deal
and fate owning the other 20% of what yu wish you could deal with better.
FATE has no math skills and its a stubborn bitch who wins just because...
Understanding fate owns you ass even if you busted it to get away causes some ripple that will cause you to be mean to everyone.
And everyone your mean..totally deserves it!
On the fuller side of the empty glass....
Its funny who I think about these days.
I think about all the famous guys I never went to bed with but had the opportunity to.
I think about all the guys I did go to bed with but had the opportunity to say no.
I never slept with anyone I truly was in love with.
I never had that courage.
I know why the men I dated treated me the way that they did.
I would have done the same.
That is why I push them to find real love and know they never will.
We are drawn to the same species.
The Blonde is specie catagoria...Damagia Brokentalia