I guess you could say I am the bag lady these days.
Starting a business is always a little bit of nerve racking and investing your last dime is like sleeping on a rack instead of a mattress.
I know my store is moving along but... really slowly.
This is the time the Blonde grabs onto faith and just prays every night that something is going to sell.
I am almost out of my designer things and the last few hold outs I do not think I can part with.
But if I am in the red, they will have to go to.
I am learning to live like a Buddhist.
I have to learn that the designer goods and material things I have are not the things that make me happy.
They doid and I am sad to see them go but in the end, I am still happy.
I wish things were better right now.
I am sure a lot of people wish things were better but the Blonde can't give up.
I know there is better times ahead.
And even if this is as good as it gets, I have to laugh in hard times face.
You can't call me down if I am still laughing and smiling.
Happiness is internal.
If you remember that, than even if you lost every material good....
You are still good to go.
Bless the people of Japan.
I do not know what it must be like to have your loved ones swept away and everything you built together.
How lucky I truly am.
The Blonde is enlightened!!!