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8.23.2015
Plot 183
Everyone I love is in lot 183.
I pass the trees and the brooks along the winding road in the old section of the cemetery but the road begins to stretch out, straight and long toward my family plot and I reach the new section that is just rows of mortar.
I was buried here first. I used to visit my singular grave stone but now more have joined. Only they do not see what I do.
I can't see them or speak to them.
This plot of my family....marked by a single tree and marker 183
I pass the trees and the brooks along the winding road in the old section of the cemetery but the road begins to stretch out, straight and long toward my family plot and I reach the new section that is just rows of mortar.
I was buried here first. I used to visit my singular grave stone but now more have joined. Only they do not see what I do.
I can't see them or speak to them.
This plot of my family....marked by a single tree and marker 183
7.02.2015
The Day has Come
I have outlived all my family...the last one died a few weeks ago.
I won't say who.
I won't say why.
I won't say anything other than goodbye.
My heart would be broken beyond repair
but since it has no beat
only memory serves to conjure despair
It is the same feeling an amputee feels. The pain of an appendage long gone but pain resides some where in the brain.
I have been alone for many years but always had the hope of reuniting; now that is gone.
Alone is really all alone.
Hope is for no reason.
I am at a complete loss and have no hunger any more; not even for fat police officers...and they were always my comfort food.
Mourning for a bit but will be back as always...I have a life that will not expire so you can be quite comforted in the fact that this blog will last longer than you.
I won't say who.
I won't say why.
I won't say anything other than goodbye.
My heart would be broken beyond repair
but since it has no beat
only memory serves to conjure despair
It is the same feeling an amputee feels. The pain of an appendage long gone but pain resides some where in the brain.
I have been alone for many years but always had the hope of reuniting; now that is gone.
Alone is really all alone.
Hope is for no reason.
I am at a complete loss and have no hunger any more; not even for fat police officers...and they were always my comfort food.
Mourning for a bit but will be back as always...I have a life that will not expire so you can be quite comforted in the fact that this blog will last longer than you.
5.13.2015
I see Glimpses of the Life I wanted
I wish I knew how to reconcile them with my new thoughts.
I guess like anyone who goes through a life change wisdom begins to set in and we learn to live or die trying.
It is time to start smiling again.
I am going back in my casket and travelling the world for this summer.
Stay tuned!
I guess like anyone who goes through a life change wisdom begins to set in and we learn to live or die trying.
It is time to start smiling again.
I am going back in my casket and travelling the world for this summer.
Stay tuned!
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